It was rainbow day at kinder today, so finding something multicoloured for Brad to take to kinder was fun... not! But thats sorted and all is cool lol, we then have a fight to get Sian dressed, she likes to be a nudie these days! But that was done... all fine, off to kinder we go, all is going ok at this point until Kerryn and I head off for a walk and she starts filling me in on the stuff that has happened at the comittee meeting for the kinder and then how the letters (I am part of fundraising team and Kerryn is coordinator - or was) for donations that was supposed to go out 4 weeks ago only went out yesterday *shock*
We had a great walk but got back and find out 1 of the fundraising team has been spoken to by president and Kerryn then gets bailed up too. They don't feel like things are going quite like they should be. Ok fair enough, but Kerryn felt (as did some others) that it was more like a bit of an attack on her, and that it was quite rude the way she has been treated. So after much thinking and much stress, Kerryn has tonight resigned as coordinator. :( I think she would have done a great job.
But I then spoke to Angela one of the others on the team and she too has the feeling of not being given a go by last years committee (they did this and they did that!)
Then I get a call from the president to invite me to a 'emergency meeting' in the morning to try and find a new coordinator. Should be interesting... but I did do a very 'big' thing for me and told her exactly how I felt about it all. (I am very unconfrontational normally) But I did it in a civil way and she thanked me for being honest, so all good. But after feeling good about myself for being assertive, Angela then calls again to ask what Stephanie wanted as there was a message left for her. I now feel like hiding back in my shell. Why do I worry about what others think so much??
Oh well rant over... Hope tomorrow is a better day :-?

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