I am sure I have said this before, but man oh man this year is flying by. I can't believe it is almost November and almost our 10th  wedding anniversary. Where have those years gone? Feels like we only met yesterday. But then it feels like we have been together forever.

The kids are growing like mushrooms still. Brad is getting taller by the day. He is going to fill the prediction of being taller than me by the time he is 10 I am sure of it. Sian's front tooth is finally coming through after almost 12 months. yay!!

The kids are coming up to their dance concert. It will be upon us before I know it. It is building to be another awesome show. So much sewing this year though. sequins and more sequins. It is never ending.

I am still loving my job. I don't dread going to work every day. I get along with all my work mates which is also nice. Although some of them are a little harder to get along with tha\n others as is always the case in life. I found myself being a little out on a limb this morning and snapping at one of the girls which is not like me at all. I guess it narked me a little that there is a couple of the girls that seem to always be down on one of the other girls and I had enough and told them to leave her alone and she is better than they make her out to be. I think that 1 of the girls thinks that she is better than the other. I think their trainer has it in for one of them too and makes the favourite believe that she is alot better than the other. I don't have anything against either of them. But I seem to find myself sticking up for the 'underdog' she doesn't deserve to be bullied in the workplace, Anyway I apologised for snapping as I felt terrible. Reallly not me. I need to try and promote this not snapping at people at home too. I have found I have been a little moody lately and that hasnt made me any happier that I am realisingI am doing it and not changing it.

I am grateful that the training at work has finished for now at least. SO now I am sewing sequins madly and editing wedding photos as I also need to get that album finished so that I can get it to the newly weds and get paid woohoo.

Looking forward to a week off and spending time with my family and celebrating our anniversary sans kids :)
My hours at work wont be changing for the forseeable future. I have come to that conclusion for myself, Kathy had indicated that it still would be possible. But it would make things  hard, So given that I was contemplating how much less I would get paid and also how much responsibility that I would have to give up by finishing an hour earlier. I am in a good routine in the mornings now so it will all fall in. I just need to get into a routine in the evenings now too.

Weight plaques me majorly and I am still putting on rather than losing the weight. I have no will power and it is not doing me any favours in the mental or physical sense. I am at the point where it hurts to look in the mirror at the largely overweight person. Try and try again,

away I go again ... back when I get back :)